TO DEBBIE RED BEAR, WALKING SOFT, AND ANYBODY ELSE:
I am the founder and director of The Standing Bear Center for Shamanic Studies in Surry, Maine.
I just discovered that you have taken it upon yourselves to judge me as fraudulent, and to try to put me out of business by maligning me on this site. As far as I can discern, your "research" about me consists solely of reading the home page on my web site.
Here is my response:
First:
You have reproduced content from my web site's home page on your site. All material on my site is copyright protected. You do not have my permission to reproduce it in any way whatsoever. Get this material off your site immediately, as you are infringing on my copyright.
Second:
Who are you to judge me, or what I do?
You do not know me. You have never met me. You do not know what I have endured physically, emotionally, socially, OR financially as I have struggled as a white woman to honor a traumatic but genuine shamanic initiation experience that almost killed me and left me scarred for life.
Until you have presented yourself at my door and respectfully asked to hear my story; until you have listened to it respectfully; until you have sat in council with me, any opinion you may have of me is necessarily invalid as it is not based upon any realistic knowledge or experience regarding who I am, or why I do what I do. ?
I extend a very warm invitation to any and all of you to personally contact and/or visit me for this purpose instead of hiding behind this web site and sniping at me.
Third:
You are only broadcasting your ignorance of historical and cultural realities when you make remarks indicating that only Native American Indians have a right to practice or teach Native American Spirituality. Every culture in the history of humanity has produced shamans and healers, or medicine people, and many non tribal people still carry that knowlege in their genes.
I do not claim to be Native American. I do not advertise myself as Native American. I am not a medicine person in the Native American sense, and I do not promote myself as such.
I am a white woman who underwent a genuine shamanic initiation experience, and I am the keeper of certain teachings of the Bear Spirit Clan that it seems I carried in my genetic memory. The traumatic shock of my initiation somehow opened those memories. (I was horribly burned in a propane explosion and fire, and while out of body was asked by several members of the Bear Spirit Clan to return to the body and share these teachings with others.) I agreed, and am doing so.
My authority to teach doesn't come from you or anybody else. It comes directly from Standing Bear, Chief of the Bear Spirit Clan.
Finally:
You also publish your ignorance for all to see with all of your flap about how wrong it is for spiritual teachers to be paid for their time and efforts. Every priest, minister, psychologist, and yes, medicine person, including the Pope and the Dalai Lama, is financially supported in one way or another by those she/he serves, and this has also been true down through history.
Following my initiation, I was fortunate enough to have found a Mohawk shaman woman [editorial comment from admin: I'm sure the Mohawk Nation will be very surprised to learn that they are related to a "shaman woman"!] with whom I studied for three years. Had it not been for her, I would very likely have lost my mind because of the intensity of the shamanic visionary states into which I was thrust by the shock of my initiation. As there was nobody in my own culture who knew how to help me, I will be eternally grateful to her for having done so.
While I studied with her, I witnessed several Native Americans verbally and psychically assault her in a public setting, because she was teaching Native American ways to white women. At that time I didn't know how to defend her. I do now, and I most certainly would.
Yes, she charged for her teaching and guidance, and I was pleased to be able to pay her. I charge for my teaching and guidance as well. It's an ethical stance. Those who come to me for help know precisely what they will receive from me in return for what they have paid. This keeps the exchange clean and clear, and limits the potential for unbalanced or unrealistic expectations for all concerned.
Yes, much of what you're trying to do is worthy and needed. There is indeed a lot of hoo haw, not to mention severe abuse of every kind, going on out there.
But nobody is served well by malicious attempts to defame or financially ruin another person. It hurts the intended victim, but of equal importance is that it hurts the perpetrator.
At this point, and until you have proven otherwise to me, I must consider you and your site to be perpetrators of your own brand of abuse, which places you on a level with those you accuse.
I can help you heal from this imbalance, but I suppose you wouldn't trust a white woman to do so.
Yes, you're darn right. I am TICKED! I have had a bellyful of this kind of nonsense.